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[name] Jackie Luu [aka pei pei]

~i love Jesus Christ~

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i love u joseph. forever and a day.
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[specialties]
SLEEP and take NAPS! and.. um.. draw! im a creative person.. or i try to be! bein a DORK!

[wat i like to do]
hang out with mai homiez [u know who u are!].. spendin time with j0ey =).. listenin to mai music.. chattin online.. talkin to mai conscience [lyndz].. poke kt! xD playin basketball.. and read mai mangaz =P

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[email] lostXinXemotion@hotmail.com

[screen name..for almost everything] liTo_jAy_xD

You don’t marry someone that you can live with… You marry the one that you can’t live without…

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Feb 16, 2004

hello

well.. this is joseph.. and this is my failed attempt of tryin 2 fix jackie's blog.. i tried tho.. i love you jackie

Posted at 11:21 pm by liTo_jAy_XD
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Feb 14, 2004

unforgettable valentines day..=)

well.. i cant say that valentines day waz a total bomb.. lol.. well pre-valentines day i mean.. oo oo! thats.. valentines EVE! oo im good. ::puts on shades:: hehehe.. like mah valentine colors?? o u know u luv it.. hehe

rite.. so.. should i tell u bout mah unforgettable valentines day? or.. no? hehhehe.. how bout.. u ask.. i tell.. =)

^ that stuff up there.. is for valentines day eve.

but.. for the actual day.. which is actualli.. today.. hehe.. lets see..

went to bball practice.. took meeh a hekka long time to get to the gym though.. geesh! and then.. after that.. meeh and maria played some tennis.. since we r plannin to try out next yr! yah.. we need more practice.. LOL.. i seriously think.. i need help controlling mah strength when i hit the tennis ball.. LOL.. ^^;;

yah it started to rain on us.. so we juss played a lito more.. well more like.. volleyed the ball a lito more and then left cause we got cold.. lol

then i came home.. mah dad started to work on the computer that crashed on meeh coughminecough.. hehe.. o well.. i guess i gotta start from scratch now.. =/ im going.. slowly.. but im going.. lol.. looks like its gonna take a while to get dead aim back.. =(

then.. uh.. yah.. i talked to lyndz on voice.. i waz like. eves dropping on her parents and herz convo... well not realli.. hahah.. i had to shush for a while.. and i juss HAPPENED to be listenin.. hehe ;)

yah.. thats bout all for mah vday.. borin huh? yah.. i wish i could have gone to LA with j0ey.. but i dun think its ever gonna happen... unless i sneak outta the house and jump outta mah window while breaking mah leg all at the same time! not to mention gettin killed by mah parents.. but lets not go there.. lol..

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE! =) <3

Posted at 02:49 am by liTo_jAy_XD
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Jan 31, 2004

meeh too!

Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you, because you're a great person to have around and it's always happy about everything ^^. congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^

alyssa alyssa!!! IM LOVABLE TOO!!! i feel cherry inside.. instead of bubbly.. ehhe

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Jan 27, 2004

carmel mtn. plaza..o__0

on monday.. i went to the carmel mtn. plaza pacfic theatre to meet up with...

j0eh, alyssa, annie, bowen, kevin, err.. yatin, and shereen!

so we watched big fish haha.. i honestly didnt know wat it waz bout until i saw it.. the only thing i knew waz wat maria told meeh.. she said it waz really weird.. and a series of fairy tales.. yah.. so it waz kinda sad at the end.. but yah.. haha..

then we stopped by a place to eat.. and while they were waiting.. meeh and joe went to jamba juice.. muahah.. i saw kristin in the car! and i think mischa said she saw meeh too.. or maybe that waz when i went to the movies on sunday.. which i went with..

maria, audrey, and campi [whitney] FABULOUS 4!! =)

yah.. when i went with them we saw.. win a date with tad hamilton.. did i already tell u ppl bout that? haha.. hi. mah name is dory.. i have a short term memory.. lol well i dun think i told u.. but meeh and campi were talkin A LOT durin the movie.. we couldnt stop laughin.. haha. fun stuff.. LOL yah.. SHAKADOO! LOL HAHAHHA xD

rite so back to monday.. ahha.. so after we went to jamba juice.. j0eh wanted to get sumthin to eat.. so we went to in-n-out.. and seriously we told the peeps we were gonna brb.. and they followed us.. ahha then j0eh needed to leave..o__0 he told his parents he waz at the library.. o gosh.. NOT smart..

so we said bye.. and we went to BIG K hahaha.. thats a funny voice kevin.. realli.. LOL meeh and annie got a lito craZ and tried to spray realli bad smelling body spray on him.. haha.. and then kevin whipped out a spray bottle of who knows wat on us.. ahhah.. erm.. kevin and alyssa got some icee's haha.. everyone drank some.. im suprised we STILL dont have mono yet.. not that thats a bad thing.. but u know wat i mean.. hahaha.. SHARE THE MONO! ahha.. that never gets old. =)

yah also.. meeh and annie had a realli good laugh.. talkin bout our names.. hahaha annie annie ling ling!! HAHAHAH xD

all in all.. that waz a fantastic day..

1st movie with mah baby boi.. im never gonna lose that ticket stub. =)

Posted at 10:21 pm by liTo_jAy_XD
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Jan 25, 2004

um...

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for one reason or another - possibly, you made one tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't commit. In any case, you are faithless and joyless. You find no happiness, love, or acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most days are a burden and you wonder when the hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching picture. You are the one that few understand. Those that do know you are likely to love you deeply and wish that they could do something to ease your pain. You are constantly living in memories of better times and a better world. You are hard on yourself and self-critical or self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved, you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite your tainted nature, your soul is breathtakingly beautiful.

**claim your wings- pics and long answers**

Posted at 12:45 pm by liTo_jAy_XD
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Jan 21, 2004

league game 1-0

WOO!! go broncos! im gonna make the fint green today.. i dunno y.. cause i waz thinkin bout rosy.. hehehe.. green= fav color.

rite so.. first league game.. we DEMOLISHED THEM.. :D:D:D yay.. so it is now.. 1-0.. i cant wait to play poway.. i want a challenge.. not that san marcos wasnt challengin.. but.. u know wat i mean.. RIVALS! :D

so.. finals so far r EZ i mean i didnt reallli have one yet.. PE and animation.. im lucky for now.. i schedualed everythin out.. heheh.. i should be a secretary or sumthin! :D

rate your cuteness!

If I Could.
If I could have anything in this world
I'd still rather just be your girl
If I could have anything in this life
I'd still rather have you hold me tight
If God offered me all the stars in the sky
I just want you to be my guy
You hold my heart and soul
More precious than any gold
Your kiss, your touch, your caress
Perfect- more or less
So as I dream of making love to you tonight
I hope your dreaming of wrapping me in your arms
With all your might

the end. ;)

Posted at 09:54 pm by liTo_jAy_XD
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Jan 17, 2004

looong entry to make

WOW.. i havent updated for a LONG TIME.. this is for ROSY and KT.. who have been complainin like NO OTHER.. >.< so im finally gonna update! all the way from the beginnin of the weddin! WOO!!!

jan 10th o1 . 1o . o4

so i got up at like 7am to get ready.. i had a white skirt, blue striped spaghetti strap.. kinda sorta.. and.. mah mom gave meeh her leather jacket to wear.. after that we went to mah aunt's house to meet everyone.. said our hi's and bye's to some ppl.. then we went to the brides house! traditional chinese thing.. this weddin by the way is chinese/viet.. so we had a lot of filmin goin on.. whenever i would see the camera guy.. he like.. makes his hand go up in the air.. indicating i waz tall.. haha.. only cause of mah freakin high heels.. dang.. i didnt wanna wear those.. lol.. so i waz like the tallest.. once again.. out of our generation.. well girlz.. lol

and i found out.. that chinese ppl dun realli have ppl marryin them... its juss i dunno.. sumthin happens.. that we DIDNT get to watch.. they moved us in the GARAGE.. o gosh.. meeh. rosy. cindy. and tammy were like freeezing! LOL good thing the food waz in there.. hehehe.. AND the brides family like.. doesnt eat meat.. vegetarian yah.. and so.. they had like.. vegetrian egg rolls.. CHICKEN.. which waz REALLI NASTY by the way.. well i wouldnt know.. but tammy. elton. and rosy ate it.. they made faces.. i didnt realli wanna try it then.. it looked like tofu chicken.. ahha i like tofu.. but thats goin a lito TOO FAR.. lol haha.. we ended up eatin b4 everyone else.. hehe.. eatin shrimp chips the time.. u know those lito.. things that look like styrofoam.. or however u spell it.. lol.. and yah.. borin borin..

after that.. we went back to aunt's house.. hung around for a bit.. until i got hekka bored.. so then we headed off to evonne's house! meeh. elton. tammy. and le played some bball.. i didnt have the rite clothes for it.. so tammy leant meeh some of her jeans.. which were like.. REALLI EXPENSIVE!!! so i felt bad.. and so did mah parents.. so mah mom and dad went back home to get meeh mah bball stuff.. they took rosy and cindy with them.. since rosy waz gonna spend the nite at our house.. ehhe.. fun fun fun.. yah.. elton still sux at bball.. i know he can do better if he wanted too.. but he doesnt wanna be taught NEthing.. alwayz laughin bout bad passes and things that arent even funny.. and ive never seen tammy play.. but i heard she played b4.. which waz a LIE.. by the way.. haha.. she didnt even know the rules.. juss shoot into the basket.. LOL.. and.. LE.. i dun even wanna get started.. all i can say is.. SHOWOFF!!! LOL.. haha.. man.. i hate his bball skills.. =.=;; not realli.. haha.. but.. yah.. so.. i played for like.. 2 hours.. everyone went back in.. but i waz still shootin round.. tryin to improve mah shootin skills that coach thinks is and i quote 'gross' o.0 =.=;; yup. i dun think it got better.. but mah stamina and endurance did! :D!

so after that i went back home.. and went to take a shower.. passed by the cindy'z room.. haha.. funy site.. rosy and cindy were plopped on the bed.. sleeping.. the lites were still on.. and i didnt wanna waste energy so i turned them off.. but when i went to the bathroom for mah shower.. i think they woke up.. hahah.. o well.. it waz time to get ready NEwazy.. blowdried mah hair.. rosy straightened it more.. which didnt take long.. since i already have straight hair ;D woo! go meeh.. haha. so we went to the banquet.. it waz FREEZIN OUTSIDE.. i had on a blue short dress.. everyone else at the banquet had like.. dark colors on.. cept for the lucky couple and meeh.. haha.. VIBRANT COLORS!... hahah and im PROUD OF IT! here r some freaky things that made the banquet things quite interestin.. since i dun wanna type it out.. lol

1. music waz REALLI LOUD.. killin mah ear drums..
2. REALLI BAD SINGERS
3. cant play techno for beans.. AHHAH! that waz funny.. poor le.. lol
4. mah dad goin around.. drinkin too much
5. dad goin round TRYIN TO GET EVERYONE TO DRINK REMY.. =.=;;
6. bride and groom went round to every table.. gettin some.. interesting.. uh.. pranks? along with em.. ehhe..
7. bridesmaid DOWNS a GLASS of REMY.. o.0
8. bridesmaid gets HEKKA DRUNK
9. BRIDE gets drunk

10. THROW THE BOUQUE!! however u spell it.. ahah
11. danced realli funky.. haha.. rosy and meeh.. lol
12. toes got stepped on A LOT..
13. got a killer headache..
14. some freaky old guy asked meeh to dance with him.. TAMMY TOO.. WOAH THERE KIDDO.. NO.
15. froze on the ride back home

yah.. interesting isnt it.. lol

so.. wednesday.. game against MC.. kicked their butt.. muahah 6-1!

friday.. i felt pretty down.. juss some stuff happenin at home.. still havent gotten used to it.. cried and wailed a lito.. eyes got red i guess.. cause i bumped into a lotta ppl in the halls.. guess they could tell i cried.. new friends.. friends.. and even some old friends that i never talked to since elementary skool.. had a look of concern on their face.. i guess.. i can assure mahself.. that.. i made some realli great friends over mah lifetime eh..?

game against escondido.. close game.. but we pulled through.. LOTS OF FOULS ON OUR PLAYERS.. heheh.. most fouls ive gotten all season.. i packed some gurl 3 TIMES!! the SAME GURL TOO.. 4 packs the entire day... muahah.. scored like.. 10 pts.. mah geo teacher waz there.. funny funny.. LOL.. she waz like.. GO JACKEH GO JACKEH LOL.. everyone waz laughin at meeh.. they like.. ur teachers even admire u.. LOL 7-1!

TODAY.. went to chink skool.. died from overload of hw given to meeh.. o.0;; haha.. then we went to evonne's house.. listened to some linkin park in the truck.. hair whiplashed mah hair like no other.. HAHA.. geez.. u shouldve seen meeh and evonne's hair afterwards.. LOL.. met up with le. tammy. and cindy at evonne's place.. went to mimi's cafe.. only to have a REALLI BIG SANDWICH that too meeh FOREVER to finish! LOL.. then we went to jamba juice.. heheh.. got mah peach pleasure.. yum.. with an energy boost.. hehe.. took meeh a long time to finish too.. hehe..

went back to evonne's house.. played some bball.. i played for like.. 3 hours.. even when everyone went back in.. i played so much it started to get dark. mah lips started to crack. and mah legs were aching like no other.. hehe.. meeh and le TRIED to teach elton with his defense.. well.. everything.. but.. he kept screwin round.. so he didnt realli learn a lot.. but he did a lito..

le helped meeh out with mah jump shot.. lets juss say.. im A LOT better then b4.. thnx le! =) yah.. so then i went back inside after a LONG time.. and it waz only THEN i finished mah peach pleasure.. LOL.. and then.. watched elton play gunbound.. its kinda like worms armageddon.. i played a lito.. ahha.. its fun.. worms r more funny though.. LOL 'WAR IS HELL' haha.. one of the quotes from worms.. hehehe..

cindy and tammy went to blockbusters to rent a movie for us to watch.. they ended up gettin blairwitch project II is that how u spell it??? o well.. it wasnt very good movie.. kinda borin.. bad ending.. kinda freaky at some times.. and.. i can kinda see y its rated R... geez.. cindy.. stop rewindin it to the BUTT PART! LOL.. jkjkjk.. funny funny.. yah.. ate dinner.. ehhe.. mango with rice. YUM.. LOL hehehe.. bet u ppl never tried that.. ;D

tomorrow.. they all goin to LA.. w.o meeh.. ::cries:: cause i gotta finish mah stoopid animation project.. PSH.. =.=;; im gonna go dl gunbound now.. haha.. cause im bored and have nuthin better to do.. toodles!

o and lyndz.. IM SOOPER DOOPER HAPPY FOR YA GURL!!! :DDDD i love ya lotz!

<3 joseph :DD

Posted at 11:19 pm by liTo_jAy_XD
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Jan 9, 2004

GO BRONCOS!!! 5-1!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KURENAI!!!

happy birthday mah chillin japanese friend!! ur finally 14! i'll bring ur present on monday gurl! =D

NEwazy.. here is the season games win's and lose's.. for freshman gurls RB bball!

FALLBROOK- WIN!
WESTVIEW- WIN!
SAN PASQUAL- WIN!
CARLSBAD- lose..
RAMONA- WIN!
EL CAMINO- WIN!

we r 5-1 LADIES!!! WOO!!! not bad!! i wish we could play carlsbad again.. we would kick butt.. =D!

next 2 games r against mt. carmel and escondido.. league games have not started yet.. so we still good! =)

well.. the past few days have been hectic.. im glad its finally the end of the week!! =D rosy is coming down in approx. 1 hour!! WOO!!! too bad they have to stay at evonne's house.. =( our house isnt big enough.. HAHA!

gonna have a wedding to go to this saturday.. and goin shopping on sunday! not gonna have NE bball OR CHINESE SKOOL! YES! but then next week i do.. BLEH.. =/

finals r coming up.. good thing coach gave us a few days off.. so we can study.. whew! gotta do well on finals! mah life depends on it! HAHA!

Posted at 10:18 pm by liTo_jAy_XD
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Jan 2, 2004

when all else fails.. scream

i dunno y i titles this entry that.. eh.. maybe i'll get to that later..

arite.. well for the past few days.. i have been..

A] talkin with lyndz on voice
B] actualli used mah webcam
C] playin bingo
D] playin pool
E] playin chess.. [dork ^.^]
F] talkin to joe on the phone

laptop.. blah blah dollars..
microphone.. blah dollars..
talkin and playing bingo with ur best friend till 4am.. PRICELESS..

well.. i finalli finished mah hw.. well not realli.. i still have to do mah essay.. but i think thats enough for jackeh.. rite? and.. bout that title.. i couldnt realli finish mah hw.. and new years sucked until someone cherryed meeh up.. thnx for thats..

it waz kinda strange.. mah dad.. waz... a lito tooo hyper.. things were reali bad in the beginning.. such a drag.. i didnt have NEthing to do.. family hasnt been in the holiday spirit.. this year.. so.. i would have been better off in san fransisco.. with rosy or someone.. haha.. or alex.. finish those stoopid puzzles.. GRR! haha.. ^.~

yah.. nuthin realli changed.. things r goin back to normal... bball practice started again.. im REALLI OUT OF SHAPE.. mah legs r so.. bleh.. im gonna be feelin this tomorrow.. ahah..

for once.. i cant wait for SKOOL TO START AGAIN!.. minus the fact that i wunt be able to talk to one of mah bestest friends in the world.. =( coughLYNDZcough.. =D

Posted at 03:02 pm by liTo_jAy_XD
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Dec 31, 2003

happy new years!!... eve! :D

HEY PPL!!! HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!... EVE!!! hehehehe..

well.. its finally here.. the last day of 2oo3... aww im gonna miss it.. id have to say.. this waz one of the hardest years of mah life.. never had so many things happen to meeh at once!

the start of highskool.. man.. that waz a biggie.. im dying in here.. ahha.. well.. after all we have been through good or bad.. we finally got through it! TIME TO START NEW AND FRESH!!!

WATS UR NEW YEARS RESOLUTION?!?! thats.. rite! time to make a new years resolution! u have one already? cant be one of those cliche chinese ones though.. none of these.. ' i want to get good grades.. blah blah blah..' come on.. give meeh sumthin good here!

i'll share mah new years resolution one of these days.. ahha.. lyndz.. ur gonna go craZ with ur resolution.. hahaha.. maybe i should try it too.. hrm.. nah. i wouldnt last a week..

Ice!

wats your chinese symbol?

Posted at 02:34 pm by liTo_jAy_XD
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